A post of this title has been sitting in my drafts folder for at least a few months. Every now and then, I dig it out and start to work on it, but each time, I invariably give it up. I am not sure why I am having so much trouble putting this post together. I suppose at least part of the struggle is that I do not want to admit that I do now and will forever have my ass belted down to a tractor seat, when I very much would prefer to be walking out in front of a yoke of oxen or trailing a team of mules or horses.
It is frustrating to have so many of my ideological visions dashed and swallowed up on and by the Scylla and Charybdis of the small farm dream. I suppose a more committed ideologue would find a way to keep those ideological visions alive. Karma and Michael Glos have, but, they live in Ithaca where the straits of the small farm dream appear broader and more easily navigated.
So, here’s the admission, the capitulation: my farm is now and will probably always be a mechanized farm. My main source of motive power and traction will be a mechanical tractor—tractors, actually. Primarily, this is a matter of labor resources. If there were multiple workers on the farm, using draft animals on the farm would work. With a single farm operator, however, the time and labor demands (many draft animal powered tasks require more than one person to complete them) preclude their use. Jennifer and I have no children and we do not plan to have any. We have a gaggle of nieces and nephews and I do hope that at least a few of them will find a home away from home on the farm, but their presence will be seasonal, and limited to a single, albeit more or less the busiest, season, summer, unless I can convince one or two of them to skip college and go straight from highschool to working full time on the farm — the parents of the nieces and nephews in my universally successful and professionally driven in-law family (Jen has six sisters) would love that! Furthermore, I can only hire non-family labor if I am able to pay a living wage (currently $12 per hour in a family with two working adults, nearly twice that if there is a single worker*) plus benefits, so I am unlikely to ever be able to afford hired labor.
No, it will be me, a couple of tractors, and equipment like a round baler that makes it possible for a single farm operator to successfully operate a full-time pasture-based farm.
*I would prefer that we return to a culture that supports single worker families and/or multi-generational households. If the family is single worker, I do not care about the gender of the stay at home person. It should be whichever person has less earning potential and/or whichever person has the stronger desire to take care of the kids and the home.