I think I have to make an unpleasant choice. It is a choice that I don’t want to have to make. It is a choice that I think it is unfair that I feel the need to make. I need to choose between feeding certified organic grain and conventional grain. I need to make this choice because I do not see how it is possible for me to become a full-time farmer as long as I am feeding organic grain. I feel that as long as I am feeding organic grain, my prices will be too high to sell enough at a high enough profit to ever have an income high enough to permit me to quit my off-farm job.

At the farmers market this past season, I estimate that eight out of ten people that were interested enough to stop and look at my price sheet walked away because of my prices. One out of ten of those actually scoffed at the prices under their breath. Only about two out of ten, twenty percent, of people at the market were willing and able to pay organic prices.

In my conversations with potential customers, it was clear that very few of them cared about organic feed. They cared about the humaneness of how the animals were raised, and they cared about hormones and antibiotics.

If I had lower prices and captured just half of the eight out of ten that I lost, my sales would triple.

My friends at the vegetable farm sell my eggs for me. They retail at $4.50 per dozen, which is what I sell them for at the farmers market. Their on-farm store is very busy. On average, five dozen of my eggs sell per week. Five dozen. They offer eggs from free-range hens fed conventional grain from two different farms. One sells about forty dozen per week at $2.75 per dozen. The other sells between twenty and thirty dozen per week at $3.00 per dozen. If I were one of those conventional farms, my egg sales would increase by six times.

Furthermore, I have spoken to a number of stores in the immediate area, including my friends at the vegetable farm, about carrying my pork. None of them think they would sell enough at the prices they would have to charge to make it worthwhile. So far the only store that is willing and able to pay organic prices is the one store over in Albany. If my prices were lower, I could probably sell two to three pigs per month at stores within fifteen miles of my farm.

Volume is not the only consideration, however. Profit margin is the other. Currently, I am working my ass off just to break even, and this year I am not even going to break even, and that is without any of the major capital investments usually necessary when starting up a business. I am just breaking even because even when I can find someone willing and able to pay organic prices the organic prices that I am able to set are not high enough to provide a reasonable profit.

My feed costs are two to three times as high as a farmer feeding conventional grain. Yet my prices are only thirty to fifty percent higher. For example, a neighbor pays $330/ton for broiler mash. I pay $900/ton. He charges $3.50/lb for whole chickens. I charge $4.50/lb. That same neighbor pays about $275/ton for layer mash. I pay $750/ton. He charges $3.00 per dozen. I charge $4.50. I have a price sheet from a farm that attends the busiest market in the region. Not only does he feed his pigs conventional grain, but they are raised indoors. Yet his prices are only 40% lower than mine. And, amazingly, he charges $0.25 more per pound for a whole pig than I do!

If I am able to break even, or come close to it, with my current organic costs and prices, then those conventional farms are making a profit, a real, sustainable, potentially full-time profit.

So, what are my choices?

1) I could continue feeding organic feed and hope that within a few years I can cultivate a large enough market willing and able to pay prices that provide a sustainable full-time profit.

2) I could switch from organic feed to a locally grown non-GMO feed that would enable me to lower my prices, thereby substantially increasing both my sales volume and profitability.

3) I could run a mixed farm. I could raise 80% of the animals on conventional feed and 20% of them on organic feed. Making this work would require that I have the complete trust and confidence of my customers, and it would preclude ever becoming certified organic. It would cause stress and headaches that I can only imagine.

4) I could stop raising animals that require grain. I could give up pigs, chickens, and turkeys, and only raise grassfed beef, lamb, goat, and geese. (I could just give up chickens and turkeys and continue raising pigs, but find ways to eliminate or substantially reduce the amount of purchased grain I feed them. However, in this area, none of the by-products that I would need to use in order to do this like whey, cheese trim, out of date dairy, or brewers grain are organic, so making this choice would be the same as choosing to abandon organic)

Which choice will I make? Which choice should I make? Which choice can I make?